I was organizing some kind of mermaid-themed room. But I wanted to do more. I spoke dreamily, gesturing widely, as I imagined what else I would do if I could. Mermaids painted on the walls, bubbles hanging from the ceiling. I think my mom was there and seemed surprised by my passion, but I'm not sure why. IRL, I just showed her a piece a did for Mermay. She knows I'm a passionate artist. Additionally, in the dream— this part is hard to explain, but— I think I was living in the same house as an artist I follow on Instagram? (Not a real person, a hypothetical one. I do follow artists on Insta IRL, although my account is private, and I don't share my own art there. Sometimes I wish to be more involved). I guess I was watching something she(?) posted, and it was loud, so I suddenly realized she would hear it and know. She poked her head out the door and complimented me about something? (I don't remember what). And I complimented her art. I think that was it. I know other unrelated stuff happened, but that's what I recall most clearly.
Your dream seems to be rich in symbolism and possibly reflects your inner thoughts, desires, and insecurities, especially around your identity as an artist:
Mermaid-Themed Room: The mermaid theme signifies creativity, mystery, and a connection to the fantastical and the unknown. You organizing a mermaid-themed room could indicate your desire to immerse yourself in creative pursuits and let your imagination run wild. This also reflects a longing to explore parts of your artistic nature that are perhaps underexpressed in your waking life.
Gesturing Widely with Imagination: Your wide gestures and dreamy speaking suggest a feeling of liberation and an urge to expand your creative horizons. It may imply that deep inside, you feel capable of creating something grand and wish to share that passion more broadly.
Mom's Surprise: Although your mother knows about your artistic skills and passions, in the dream, her surprise might represent your own doubts about whether your true artistic potential is recognized by others. It also might reflect your wish for external validation from those close to you, even if you are accustomed to their support.
Living with a Hypothetical Artist: The presence of an artist symbolizes aspiration and the parts of yourself that you want to cultivate. This might be tied to your desire for community and recognition within the art world. Even though you don't share art on your private account, there seems to be an underlying urge to be more involved and connected with other artists.
The Instagram Scenario: Watching something and being heard by the artist indicates a fear or excitement of being noticed or exposed. It reflects your internal wrestling with self-expression and the potential acknowledgment of your talents by a broader audience. This could also symbolize your wish to step out of your comfort zone and share your work more openly.
Mutual Compliments: This part of the dream might indicate a longing for affirmation and a positive exchange within the artistic community. By complimenting each other, it’s as if your dream self is affirming your worth in this shared creative space.
Overall, your dream reflects your artistic passions and desires to expand and be more involved in a creative community. It calls upon you to acknowledge the talents and interests you harbor and perhaps nudges you towards sharing more of your creative self with the world. It’s about embracing the full potential of your artistic identity and trusting that those around you—both real and imagined—will appreciate the beauty you bring into the world.